Random Crap of the Cronicals of Candice

2011-01-27T10:07:00.000-08:00

the perfect waste of time would be to spend the whole day in bed with someone you love, just laughing and rolling around in a sanctuary of pillows. No worries, no thoughts, only his touch, his breath. Your hair falling all over your face and across his, both of us just buried in each others embrace. Nothing else but our laughter and the occasional silent grins of the purest content and happiness. His every kiss makes your toes cringe and curl. You close your eyes and know that you are safe, nothing can get to you now. Basking in this indescribable feeling, not even noticing the sun setting.

-that would be the perfect day-

CLARIFICATION

2010-10-04T00:35:00.000-07:00

hello blog/diary...
I need somebody to teach me how to privatize this thing!
I only blog when I am frustrated/sad/depressed/whatever emotions that are not related to happiness. So if you feel like you are depressed or frustrated, please, I beg of you to refrain from reading this blog because it might give you that final probe to jump off the edge of the building. Recently, I learned that frustration leads to aggression. I don't want any of you to bring a gun to class, shoot your peers and source me as your reference of motivation! Hence, I warn you away from this emotional pool of death.
(start monologue *scratches head and wonders why I blog when I am always using the same style of sentences to shoo away people who actually give a shit about my blog.*end monologue)

I have no originality. My introductions are all the same. GOSH. DISAPPOINTMENT.

Okay, so lets get down to business.
I am blogging for a purpose.
I want to clarify some things.

Here is my life routine:
I wake up in the morning for class. Then I go to the bathroom because I am usually desperate for a relief of urine in the morning. While I am already in the bathroom, I take this GOLDEN OPPORTUNITY to brush my teeth. Now that my teeth is clean, I wash my face. I head back to my room and lie on the bed for a few minutes, not realizing how late I already am for class until Michele texts me to go down. Rushed, I open the cupboard and browse through the clothes. Pulling it over my head and through my trunk like calves, I am now ready for class with the exception of not brushing my hair on certain days. Running down the infinite stairs and pushing hard at elevator buttons with the hope that if I press hard enough the elevator might speed up a bit. Speed walking to class, on the way, I finally realize that I don't know where I am heading to. I text Michele in the midst of walking aimlessly towards campus grounds to find out the class I should be heading to. When I finally reach my destination, sweat trickles with a continuous flow down my scalp, streaming down my neckline and into places unknown. Classes are boring... so lets fast forward. I try to pay attention in class but I often fail myself after 10 minutes, give or take. Moving on... After class I head back to my room with Michele. Dragging my feet up to the hostel which looks near but is actually not! DECEPTION. I plop myself onto the bed and not budge for at least 3 hours, no give just take. Dinner is subjective. Then I laze around the room for a while longer. I know some of you have realized that I havent bathed since morning. I then head to the showers to take a warm bath *I BATHE TOO* Feeling all fresh and clean... ITS TIME TO WATCH WEEDS!!! I usually end up sleeping at 3-4 am. which is kinda annoying because I have no self-control! If I have exams, I do the same thing... except I sacrifice watching weeds time with studying my lecture notes.

So heres the main point. If I studied, its usually the night before. If you ask me, I will tell you the truth. If I didn't I will admit it too. If you ask me questions related to the subject, I will always try to help you. But in the end it is pretty much useless asking me because I am BLANK. If you ask me an hour or two prior the exam, I can answer you. If you ask me three days after the exam, I can answer you. I don't lie about the time spent on revision because there is nothing to lie about. I ain't a Kiasu piece of shit. I cannot control the outcome of the exam. Everyone tries to do well. Nobody tries to fail. You may see me as a two faced bitch but here I am, telling you the reality of it all.

I have witnesses! I usually only realize that my notes are always incomplete and only have them printed the night prior the paper! NAH! how's that for solid evidence!

*ANGRY*

2010-08-11T09:48:00.000-07:00

When you're feeling horrible and you just want to rant to your heart's satisfaction, here's where you do it, a left-to-rot blog that hasn't been updated for a long time; therefore long forgotten. Even though this is a post that most probably is accessible to almost every person around the globe with the convenience of the internet, I still choose to pour my woes out here. One reason - I'm freakin' stupid.
*I really hope nobody reads this. Stumbling over this post in a few months time is fine. But not when it's just fresh out of the oven.*
I feel depressed. Yes, I do. Pathetic and darn annoying. Life right now just isn't what it used to be. It's totally out of my comfort zone. II used to be a contented happy child, occasionally could pass of as a spoilt brat. I had everything. Family, abundant variety of friends, intact social life, no worries about everyday meals, a home to go back to at the end of the day and familiar roads and faces wherever I turned. But now, all that has changed. I feel like I am still living in those days whereas my friends have already taken off from that chapter and jumped right into the next without even glancing back. It is so easy for them to just leave behind the memories to be stored preciously in an chapter that has been concluded and closed. Why can't I? College is great. I love my new found friends. Its now the 2nd sem. They're pretty much everything in my life now. I should have moved on by now right. So why is my soul still lingering in the yesteryears? Maybe these friends are different. I am still finding out and accepting their flaws while I show them mine and hope that they accept me, all in all. I'm paranoid that they secretly hate me and I worry because my scope of friends is so small compared to my years in Kluang. I was so sure of myself, then. I knew that I always had security of friendship and love from the people around me. My parents, they were always there for me. They would hear me grumble and shout, cry and laugh, and they'd be there to advice and support me. Now, they're so faraway. Not even a phone call away. It seems like I am coping well, but I'm not. I lost my home. The place I grew up in for 11 years. Now I am living like a nomad. My home is where I stay, and where I stay is where my home is. It isn't fair. I don't get pampered like a child any more. I have to be responsible for all expenditure and face all the consequences of decisions made by my own hand. My sister, don't get me started. It will never end. I have just started to love a stranger that has suddenly appeared in my life at the right time, but I am afraid that my heart is wandering. I am so confused. A relationship that is only like the surface of the great ocean. I feel the waves, but it is only I who feel it. I am afraid that I am trying to find every reason to fight and cause choppy waves on our still waters. I have forgotten to turn to God. I think that is my greatest problem.

The Importance of important importancy.

2010-07-11T20:50:00.000-07:00

hello.
I am updating again. SURPRISED?
I am surprised myself...

Current location: Taylor's University College
Specific current location: Student Live Centre

Right after exams I come out to receive texts from Jeannette, Patricia and Michele telling me that they've gone back home.
Its a force of habit that I sit through the entire time of the exam. High school was never kind enough to allow students to walk out of the examination hall as long as they have finished and handed in their paper. I remember how my teacher's used to tell me, "Finished? Check. Checked? Re-check. Re-checked? Is it all correct? If not, check again." Since then I've somehow always felt that I can't hand in the paper until I have fully utilized the time to its maximum. And that brings us back to the beginning of my story of why I am sitting here, alone, hungry and transportless.

Supposed to be studying for my next subject, but instead, I have decided that I need to rest my brain in order to fully focus on studying for the next subject. This is why we are now here, at this point, where I was bored enough to start blogging.

Dear readers (if I have any)

I am truly sorry to inform you that I have not been inspired to blog of anything that may have a small ounce of hope that this post will come across as anything near interesting. I am also truly sorry for my tendency to write long complicated sentences that may make you feel like slapping me when you reach the end of the sentence and discover that I have been bringing you in circles when it actually carries a very simple meaning. For this, I apologise. Sometimes, I even confuse myself. I have a twisted mind. I would also like to inform you that I am utterly bored and am typing down anything that comes to my nyawa-nyawa ikan brain. Therefore, this post could have no direction and will get a bit tiresome after a while. There are no promises for a short post although I have nothing to write about; but in fact I can almost guarantee that it will be a unexplainable long essay with absolutely no significance. With that said, my dear readers, you may stop reading anytime and turn back before it is too late.

Those who have left, I bid you farewell. For those who are with me, as the force was with Luke Skywalker, I would like to exclaim with great courage and might, "Let us now begin our journey!" *not for the faint at heart* Before we begin, please use your imagination when reading this even if it takes all your strength and might to do so. It is vital.

Let me take you into a world where no human has ever been or even dared to look at...
Imagine...

Blue skies filled with fluffy white clouds. A rainbow streaked across the beautiful sky. The sun peeps shyly from behind a single cloud only allowing glimmers or sunlight to reflect in the flowing river below. It was a perfect morning. Too perfect to be true. It was so perfect you could almost see pixies dancing on daisies and freakin' thumberlina for that matter. *those who don't know Thumberlina, shame on u! Disney character* There was bound to be something wrong with that magical scene. Blue skies? They don't exist anymore. Could this all be a dream? A world where skies were raining hail stones as large as meteors would be easier to believe. But standing in the middle of the green pastures, looking around me, trying so hard to find a flaw, I still couldn't believe the beauty. I stated to let this reality sink in and soak in the beauty of it all. When suddenly...

Actually, dear readers, I don't know where I am heading with this. Since I have been distracted by my facebook, my flow of imagination has been turned off and on. Hence, I have lost the inspiration to lead you into this journey. Thank you for kindly reading and being patient with me.

People you never noticed

2010-07-10T10:18:00.000-07:00

Its been super duper long since I touched my blog. But one night I just suddenly got an epiphany to blog again. So here I am again, posting.

Yesterday, I was heading back to Bandar Sunway, where I stay now, from Bukit Jalil. It was my third time taking public transport our wonderful country Malaysia had provided for us, suvillians with no cars. It was a typical hot and sunny evening. The sun shone brightly; humidity as merciless as usual. It was already 5.15 in the evening when I started off my journey from bf's place. It was a nice stroll to Sri Petaling Lrt station, hand in hand with the person I adore so much. Despite the sweat that was dripping from my head to my toes and in between places I shouldn't mention and you readers shouldnt imagine, not forgetting the uneven roads, I would say that I enjoyed the walk. Reached the station, bought tickets and got into the Lrt. Bf had to get of at Bukit Jalil to go to the bus station. Hence, we said our goodbyes as he repeated instructions for the next station to me for the 3rd time. The hardest thing to do is to watch him leave as the electronic doors open and close after him, knowing that it would be another long and tiring week without seeing him. The next stop, I watched as people got off and got on. Each guy having a good stare at my legs before taking their seats. All I could think abour is how stupid I was to wear shorts. The next station and I got off; Bandar Tasik Selatan. The first thing I think to myself is, "Oh my gosh! The line." Hundreds of people at the station, all with the same purpose - getting to the next destination.

I finally get to buy my ticket. This time, KTM to KL sentral. Fortunately, the wait wasn't long compared to other times. Sometimes, the wait for the KTM is so long it can reach an hour. Horrible, I tell you. I get onto the Ktm with no struggle or tug. The train is resonably empty. No seats available, but it was a comfortable stand except for these two indian girls who were sharing the holding pole with me. OMG. One of them keep pressing her bossoms against the pole where my hand was. Then I move my hand. Naturally, touching someone else's bossoms isn't my favourite thing to do. When I move my hand, she holds the same place, her hand just slightly overlapping mine. I move my hand AGAIN, and so does she - right on top of mine. All I could think about is if she was a lesbian. She kept on putting her hands on her friend and leaning close towards her friend who was obviously annoyed. Gah! At everystop I wished so hard that they would get off. The digital voice in the train announced, "Next stop, Midvalley" half the people in the train got off but three times of the people who stepped off, stepped on. The crowd was annoyingly large. You could feel people pushing at you and tugging their way into the train. At that moment, I felt like pushing them all out. Thank goodness the next stop was where I wanted to get off. But somehow the train ride their was painfully long.

Kl sentral, need I say, was filled with all sorts of people. Bought my ticket to my last stop - Setia Jaya. My timing was fortunately perfect. I only needed to wait 5 minutes for the train. At this point, I was sweating. It was hot and crowded. I heard the announcer ask all passengers to line up at the green line. I found the green line with a very vague queue. It was a very good queue for Malaysian standards though. And praise the Lord for ladies couch because when the trian arrived the "queue" meant nothing. Push for your life. Push or get left behind. Being the good Malaysian citizen that I am, I did it the Malaysian way and PUSHED. I barely made it on the train. The doors closed and I saw all the disappointed and frustrated faces that were left behind. In the train, everyone was stuck together... literally. You could feel people breathing down your neck and your face at someone's bossoms. I was sweating like a cow at this point. The body heat that was transmitted was incredibly unbareable. I could see my sweat dripping from the ends of my very messy hair as gravity pulled it to the ground I could not see. I looked up and saw a lady crying. She was fair, dolly-eyed and such a natural beauty who had tears in her eyes and a tissue in her hand. I thought to myself, "What could her story be?" Then I turned my head slightly to the left and I saw another lady, Chinese this time. She seemed uptight. She wore a frown that was so distinctive on her forehead. Someone then coughed on the right of where I was squashed. Everyone seemed to automatically cover their mouths and noses, afraid of the popular spread of H1N1. A girl, texting vigourously at my ears and breathing right down my neck keep letting out sighs of annoyance as if she was too important to be squashed with people beneath her. You may say I am judgemetal but I would classify her as a bitch. She had this look on her face that said she was better than this and everyone should move so that she had space to breathe. With sweat trickling down my neck every nanosecond, I could tell that she didnt like me standing near her with my sweatiness. I did somewhat feel self-conscious about the rate I was perspiring, but I couldnt help it. Its the genes I inherited. The smell of differnt odours all fused together in a cramped up train with absolutely no ventilation. At this point, all you can think about is how much you wish a load of people would get off the train at the next stop. Doors opened and closed and only a person or two stepped off and have three more step in. My smell receptors soon stopped sending signals to my brain and the stench wasn't so bad anymore. Three school girls stepped in at a stop. And, Oh My Goodness. The smell - unbareable. Their voices filled the couch. Loud and inconsiderate it echoed through out the train. Shallow conversation that I could barely take anymore contaminated my brain and thoughts. I started wishing the train would move faster. The journey was such a painfully slow one. I had to stand there for 45 minutes without holding on to anything, only fighting the inertia of the train with my legs. That was the moment where I thanked God for giving me thunder thighs to withstand the jerks. Finally, I got off the train. Another 15 minutes walk to home.

Taking the Lrt and Ktm is pretty rough and tiring. But cheap. Way cheaper than being ripped off by taxi drivers. The ride can be pretty interesting sometimes. Observing people and their facial expressions, everyone has a story to tell and they are all different from yours.

UNDANG!

2010-01-08T07:39:00.000-08:00

hello world.
today I took my undang test. It was a pretty long wait... which was kinda good cos i needed to study.LOL.
Yes, as I did during SPM, I procastinated.
I was bloody nervous when I went in to take the test.
I sat down at that small cubical staring at the computer, hands all sweaty.
"this is it",I told myself.
first, the colour blind test...8/8 (what a relief i'm not colour blind)
second, the vision test...full marks (luckily I'm not blind)
then... the moment came. pass or fail... question after question.
my hands sweating perfusely, my eyes shifting from word to word, the time ticking second by second. I completed all 50 questions. 35 minutes left on the clock...
Therefore, I checked all my answers... and then, the moment of truth came...
suspense was rising, my head was spinning, heart pounding...PASS! 48/50!
OMG!!! I passed? lmao. I couldn't believe it at first, but then reality started to sink in. I was so excited i thin I probably texted almost evryone. haha.
I seriously thoought i would fail lor. LOL.
I CANT WAIT TO DRIVE! haha.
today is Rachel Heng's birthday...
She's like one of my bestest friends ever. We started off as classmates in form 1. I didn't talk to her and she didn't to me. There was some sort of communication barrier, as most of you know that I am a BANANA. LOL. Then we joined the golf club in school and with the help of Mr Philip, we started practicing seriously. There was only the both of us and Timmy,Zhiguang and Aizat. 3 guys and 2 girls. Of coarse we stuck together lar. Who would have known that we would be so close. today she turns 18. a young lady, like a blooming flower, pretty and elegent as ever. I appologize for baking u the fugliest cake ever. LOL. its only my second attempt at baking. LOL. next time'll be better. Happy Birthday Rachel Heng. XOXO

Inspired.

2010-01-06T08:14:00.000-08:00

hey.
so yeah. my blog evaporated in the midst of spm.
somehow, when i am bored (studying) i have more time to blog ? LMAO.
after spm was just hectic. seriously. LOL.
so much fun stuff happened.
1.Movie marathon in mayo's house.
-awesome~ we watched jennifer's body,paranormal activities (i slept through that-scary),cloudy with a chance of meatballs, 500 days of summer, american pie (fell asleep-no. It failed to humour me or make me horny) LOL.
serously fun. we should have another.
2.Undang
-not really much to say. overall- boring.
3.Junior Championship
-It wasnt very good. hadn't played for 2 months. ended up having my face on the floor and having it step on by an elephant. gosh. i guess only some ppl would understand lar. haha. read betwee the lines.
4.Dyed my hair
-my hair is no longer Jet Black. its now brown. i dunno what kinda brown, but its only a slight difference lar. lol. i wanted to try. so... yeah .
5.trip to KL
-let me just start of with saying , OMG, I SEE YOU! (inside joke)
I went with generally the Zubinators, minus karmun and zubin, i must say we missed u ALOT! wished u could've joined us. and an additional 1 person ? haha. HILARY! We stayed at a 4 star apartment/hotel place. Yes, it was expensive, but so worth it. Took the monorail for the first time! its an schievement. Learnt alot of chinese and understood a whole lot more of cold jokes. (step on lemons)-jianjie. OMG. oh ya. got stuck with saying OMG. Got blamed for influencing ppl in becoming crazy. watched a rm19 3D show for the first time- Avatar, at 12.15 til 3 am. then got hooked saying, i see you-its from the movie which btw, i hated. those blue creatures... eiu, gross! din sleep the entire night. played pingpong for the first time in a long time. basically i was just picking up balls after surfing. duh! reached kluang and went to parkson with our luggage. ppl were staring, obviously and we were telling them we were form kl. lmao. shameless kan!oh oh oh! I forgot one other shameless bit. We ate in carl's junior, packed back (stole) salt, pepper, onions and tomatos. then we cooked speggheti with the ingredients at night. haha. which tasted SO GOOD. haha. when u work hard for ur food it always taste better when u work for it. LOL. seriously it was cheap and tasted good. there were alot of small parts of the trip that made everything fit so beautifully together. it wasnt the perfect getaway, but it was definately the perfect get together.
6.Back to KK
-It was a good 15 day trip. um. time with family. managed to catch up with cousins and spend time with daddy and mummu. played golf in various places. decided that my golf needs help. seriously. need to practice. haha. Christmas... cant really remember what i did. i think i just chilled at grandma's. had dinner with daddy's side for dinner. the usual. almost cried on new year out of desperation to come back to kluang. i missed my friends. i spent my new year watching dark night. omg... haha. I enjoyed the beach though. until i found out there was algae and a sewege line from some hotel was directly to the beach. gross. went to daddy's reunion. found out that i was exactly i like him when he was in school. so nice to see all daddy's friends. i think its adorable. I hope i have reunions too. LOL. there is really too much to write about kk. it was a king trip. on christmas... i got my laptop - vaio, red. i remember 2 years ago i was ogling at the vaio. i never would have thought that one day i would have one of my own. wow. THANKS, pa! lol. blog more about this another time.

actually, just a few minutes ago i was very inspired after reading someone's blog. I do not know this guy. i came about his blog after reading jennis's blog. he was a golfer. he passed away on the 3rd of jan. I have heard of him but I never had the honour in meeting him. I decided to take a look at his blog. even though i don't know him, he has managed to inspire me through his blog. his faith in God and the way he carried through life despite his condition. he put me to shame. I heard that he was a very promising golf player and played a low handicap when he was very young. he was unfortunately diagnose with leukimia and a whole load of things after. That however is not important. every post in his blog was inspired by God's word and teaching. He made me feel ashamed of myself. of how faraway i am from God. I have taken God's blessings for granted. He has blessed me in so many ways. Although this person died at the young age of 21, I believe that he is now with our Heavenly father in heaven rejoicing with the angels. Through his words on his blog and his faith even at the most crucial moments, he has managed to reach out to many people including me. Personally, he has opened my eyes and madde me realise how important God is and how much God wants me to grow closer to him. I have been a very lousy Christian. My new years resolution, Grow closer to God everyday. Thank You Andy Gan for your faith and preachings through your blog. God has his purpose for everthing.

2009-11-26T21:02:00.000-08:00

SO..
Hi... LOL.
I know everybody is like obsessing over twilight right...
but since i can't watch it... *sour grapes*
I am gonna rant about moulin rouge...
yes,yes.. I know. SO last Century right?
But its timeless... at least to me.
I L>O>V>E the songs...
at ewen *whatchumecallit* 's voice!
OMG. he melts my heart. SO awesome!
especially the ending part when she dies when he bursts into song.
Come what may! ALL TIME FAVORITE. (hearts)
so romantic. I just LOVE his voice. haha.
And nicole kidman. one word. HOT

okay. enough of that.
SPM.
3 more subjects. 11days more to freedom.
Gosh. I just need it to be over.

Moving on quickly... before i get emo and sulky

a few friends and I were supposed to go to genting on the 16th-18th of dec right ?
well, long story short, plan to genting,canceled.
*sobs*
But... we're thinking of another place.
latest news... KL
Hoping it works out well.
I so need a holiday.
SHOPPING! thats what i want. NEED.
LOL.
random. Its a sudden outburst of needing to splurge.
LOL.

OMG.. I just left this post hanging halfway through since morning til know.

okay. getting back to blogging...
u know what, I am furious.
My Facebook account cant log in. i don't know why.
GOSH...
feel like crying weyh.
haih.
okay lar. back to the books.

the result of spm

2009-11-15T10:17:00.001-08:00

Screaming, shouting, pleading,
I never wanted you to leave me,
and now I am bleeding,
Torn apart was something i never wanted to be,

how could you do this to me?
leaving me alone to face the world,
why couldn't u see,
i just coudn't be bold.

Scared, Alone, disillusioned,
It was like I was poisened,
I feared the things to come,
My heart was like a beating drum

the pain, like a dagger,
plunging into my heart,
falling deeper and deeper,
I was no longer apart,

I could no longer feel the pain,
a smile on my face now,
goodbye torturous world .. .

*random*

Last Post before the big day.

2009-11-12T08:46:00.000-08:00

hello. Yes. Today I am emotionally stable.
haha.
Well. I'm never really stable. SO...
anticipate craziness.

This is the last time I can say this...
"hello, my name is Candice. I am from 5sta2. I am a proud student of Sekolah Tinggi Kluang. I love my school for some undiscovered reason"
tomorrow is the last day of school.
Last day of my high school life.

I'm starting to feel the pinch now.
Last wednesday was my last Chem tuition class.
Damn.
So sad. I really love that teacher.
Cikgu Norzi, I will never forget u although u said u will forget me!
He's such an awesome man.
favourite word "bengong"
I'm gonna miss him.
haih.

I hope tmr I wont break down.
I am gonna miss all my schoolmates
all those times we laugh over incredibly stupid stuff.
okay, we are still gonna laugh over nonsense 10 years down the road.

*tearing up*

But I promise after 3weeks of pure stress...
we are gonna have a blast.
Cant wait.

2005-2009
good times in STK

friendships built strong after destructive years of sch life

and more..

there's more. but.. Not right now. The books are calling..
erm... The BED is screaming my name. =)
*winks*
SO i must see to 'its' needs.
Goodnight and goodbye for now

2009-11-07T09:40:00.000-08:00

tomorrow tomorrow and tomorrow creeps in this petty pace...

waiting for the day when I can blog about the end of SPM.
this sucks.
I am sad, not forgetting pathetically emo.

this girl just wants to have fun.
I live on fun.
therefore... as u can see I am now dying.
bahkan pepatah melayu, seperti kereta ferrari yang kehabisan petrol
=(

haih.

So, today I went to Mr.Phillip's house to celebrate his birthday.
It was on the 6th of nov.
We were like talking and enjoying and laughing...
when he suddenly said..
"this is the last time we can gather like this with everyone here"
When those words transfered into sound waves and was received by my ear and translated by brain (if the process was wrong, dun blame me. I dropped bio)
I suddenly realised that he was right...
All of us were getting older.
Planning our future in places so unfamiliar to us.
The little birds were leaving the nest.
next year would be a whole new chapter of my life.
No more high school, no more tearchers, no more direction until YOU, YOURSELF find a destination and work towards it.
We were becoming adults where everthing was to be done ourselves. Mistakes would no longer be covered up by our love ones.
Can I handle this ?

*anything is better than SPM!*

SO yes. I am ready.
just a bit sad to leave my comfort zone.
LOL.

Okay. enough emo-ness for one night.

BIG news !
I fell in love.
YES! I am proclaiming it on my blog.

this is him.
and he loves me to.. *in my dreams*
LOL.
Okay fine. So he doesn't know me. Its just a matter of time
haha.
So I am a lil back dated lar.
I watched little nyonya and fell in love, instantly.
haha.
SO CUTE is he not ? OMG!
*yumm...
Yes, I admit. I am a perv. I need counseling! Leave me be. haha.
okay lar.
I am a bit high.
Don't feel like typing no more.
ciao!

An Eager Heart, A tired brain and a lazy girl

2009-11-04T07:26:00.000-08:00

This is a story of an ordinary teenage girl. Well, i wouldn't say she's ordinary. In fact she's pretty awesome. This wide-eyed (dun laugh) girl had and eager heart. She longed for many things. But yearned one thing the most. She wanted to skip a chapter of her life, fast-forward life just for 5 weeks (in other words : GET THIS *toot*-ing SPM OVER WITH AND GET ON WITH LIFE!) But the problem was that life didn't work this way. Everything had to be done and lived out. After all, our lives aren't some corny tv series. Unfortunately, there is no fast-forward button to hit. Thus, she had to study to do well for her SPM. The problem was, she had never studied so much in her life. Her brain was tired although she hadn't been studying much, but it had already exceeded her normal studying limit. This poor, suffering girl. She always got side-tracked by other more time-worthy things such as facebook, twitter and blogspot(*grins) Another obstacle that she faced and couldn't seem to leap over was that she was born lazy. Yes, she was born lazy. No matter how she tried, she stayed lazy. Therefore, she needs help. Alot of help. Not forgetting, prayer. She needs a miracle to happen. . .

My name is Candice and I am a Laze-a-holic

other ppl respond : Hi, Candice.

*so lame. ultimately lame. Its so lame that i am crying.

lets start over,
Hey,
Today I went to School. *please clap hands to give me encouragement.
yes. It is the first time in a long time.
School was...
School.
nothing much to say since apparently we are banned from bad-mouthing, or in this case, bad-typing teachers online.
*myteacheraintabucketfullofsunshinetofaceeverysingleday*

MOVING ON...
My high school life is coming to an end. *sobbing profusely
anyway. there are so many memories made in school.
I LOVE SCHOOL! but i am not going to sch on friday.
still... I LOVE SCHOOL. but i skipped school for so many days
and i still... LOVE SCHOOL!
so contradicting.
*sigh*
I wanna walk down memory lane...
But not tonight lar.
Seriously, I better study. For my own good.
If u see me online. remind me to study.
Thank you!

This is me, signing out.. *fading into the distance, waving!

The Lazy Bone.

2009-11-02T09:22:00.000-08:00

hey.
so...
i haven't blogged for some time. haha.
getting a bit lazy.
Yes. i will probably abandon this blog very very very soon.
haha
so pics from the wedding...
with my sis. dont blame me.
blame her for not uploading.
LOL.

recently i've discovered this online photo editor.
and...
I LOVE IT!
its so much easier than photoshop!
haha.
to think i wasted money on taking a photoshop course.

I haven't been in the sun a long time.
haven't golf for a long time.
been in the library most of the time. this is depressing.
haha. i'm getting fairer and fairer.
snow white ?
haha.

no lah. i am prettier.
*for ppl who don't know yet, I am one heck of a perasan queen.
LOL

Went for an education fair last saturday.
It was AWESOME. and somewhat helpful.
Now i am pretty sure I wanna do masscomm..
the question now is WHERE ?
LOL. I wanna get into SIM... i do i do i do.
but... bo lui lar.
try to get a scholarship lor.
*shakes head and thinks of my spm results*
NO hope.
probably end up in Taylor's
Its not a bad thing. Its actually a good thing.
anything beats form 6 in STK.. or anywhere, as a matter of fact.
LOL.

SO, i wanna do TOEFL after spm.
I'm thinking of doing it in KK if possible.
I really wanna spend some time with my family there. it would be so awesome!
can ppl from kk please help me find out about doing TOEFL thre ?
please and thank you!

Did I tell you how proud I am of my superduper very very talented cousin?
IAN CHHOA *remember this name. could be famous one day.
1st, he's like a freakin' genius!
2nd, he can draw like super well. *it runs in the family!
3rd, HE WROTE A REALLY GOOD SONG! music and all. The standard of the lyrics are like jason mraz's or boys like girls or the fray's or something!
i know, right! WHATTHECRAPPYDONKEY'SEARS!
HAHA.
I am so so SO proud of him.
but girls. please stay away.
just the thought of having my baby cousin chased by girls gives me the chills.
*he's sixteen. I am overprotective.
haha.

okay lar. I should sleep.

one more thing!
Thanks Jack for the warning about the facebook con man thingy! u so awesome, u rock! haha. for more info.. read his blog http://www.jackwhk.blogspot.com/

Goodnight world.

Kota Kinabalu, Tanah Airku

2009-10-27T10:20:00.000-07:00

hey.
so I am BACK in Kluang.
*sobbing like a baby*
Just came back from 4 AWESOME days in KK.
Seriously had so much fun with me cousins!
But, every good thing has to come to an end. BAH!
I'll update on my trip back next time.
I wanna go snore and dream about some random cute guy.
*no, I don't have wet dreams*
so..
Nights everyone.
*missing.family.right.now.*

Desperation drives the girl M-A-D/ the flowergirl blogs

2009-10-21T09:55:00.000-07:00

hello world!

read my blog, link me, follow me or whatever!!
NO!- i am not desperate!

okay. fine. I am.

You know.. i discovered, the weird thing about blogging is that blogging is like talking to myself. Its weird. I type and type, but there's no response. lmfao!
There isn't even an echo...
HELLO!hello!...ello...ello...ello
No.. I ain't singing 'Umberella'

I wonder if anyone reads my blog.
Oh! Thats another thing.
I find that every blog i have read, the blogger always asks this question..
"does anyone read my blog?"

LOL.
today mummy bought me shades..
RAY BAN!
I love them so *toot-ing* much!
I know what you are thinking...
"rich girl lar. SO much money to spend on Ray Ban'
The price had to be *take a deep breath*
... SO whatthefreakingcrapsoexpensivemahalgilernakmampus much!
Well... its like 12ringgitmalaysia.
and.. YES! they are fake. OBVIOUSLY!
I didn't take a pic of them but...

pic from internet
mine is similar...
but not so magnificent lar..
what do you expect from some copy-write Malaysian made sunnies.

But I still adore them, and love mummy too!

I'm going back to KK on Friday.
*for those who didn't know - KK = Kota Kinabalu.
(my hometown, yes, it means I was born there. YES, Sabah is in Malaysia)
Lmfao.

I remember in primary school,
when I told my classmates I was born in Sabah,
they would ask me the darnest,daft-ess thing..
"So you are not Malaysian lar? You are Sabah ppl right ?"
me : *sigh* I am Malaysian.
"but you just now said you born in Sabah ma... so you not Malaysian lor!"
yes... we were young and stupid and unlearned. geography sucks, but its important.

another popular question...
"you chinese or you Christian?"
me : "Chinese and Christian"
"how can ? you must be Chinese or Christian"
apparently to them, I was Christian 'cause I couldn't speak chinese.
Those were the days... Good times Good times.

Anyway.. I was saying...
My relative is getting married and I'm gonna be...
*brace urselves*
....
The FLOWERGIRL!
or as my mum likes to call it.. Flowerlady.
I know, right? damn.
Don't ask why.

I can just imagine...
This large girl, Overgrown Child..
Walking down the isle..
Throwing flower petals across the floor...
*pretty as ever* Suddenly the girl relises, "aren't I too old for this?"
Then she realizes something else... That girl is ME!
Whatthedonkey'sears!

yes, yes.
laugh your heart out.

I'll look like that!
Just prettier...
cuter...
slightly larger...
ROFL

I never got to be a flowergirl when I was actually small.. YES! I was small ONCE!
so I guess I'm gonna get to fulfill my childhood dreams ? ?
haha..

MOVING ON! ... *you can stop laughing now*
Tomorrow is
ISKANDAR JOHOR OPEN

I wanna I wanna I wanna GO!
but...
Cannot. Curses. Darn SPM!
anyways..
I don't really know who's playing...
so...
ALL THE BEST TO ALL WHO ARE PLAYING!

If there is an IJO next year I'm so there.
I have to! At least ONCE!

Recently I've been craving for all the sinful food.
Monday- Mcdonald Ice Cream

yesterday- Pizza Hut

Today - KFC

The Whole Freakin' week- Cadbury chocs..

damn. As If I ain't FAT enough.
haha. Darn. Dunno how to fit into that tiny wincy flowergirl dress!

Okay lar. I wanna turn in early tonight.. I mean earlier than yesterday..
so... NIGHTS!
*gonna cam-whore puas puas before bed with my awesome new pirated sunnies!*
- can't believe I blogged again. Its getting addictive. scary shit. -

The Fat Flowergirl signing out.
*sees food and dives into it*
AWESOME!

Zubinators in the Papers ?

2009-10-20T10:54:00.000-07:00

Hey!
Its 2am.
I am awake. blogging.
not studying, blogging.
I was on photoshop just now. *sighs
therefore.. please look at the awesome pics on the right!
Sitting all alone in the study, all i hear is the clicking of the keyboard.
sweating away, typing as quickly as my fingers allow, listening to some emo song; come home-one republic.

So.. today I went to school after a long self-declared holiday.
It was okay.
Not going tmr again! Yipee..
LOL.

Before going back from school, Ong told me I was in the papers..
my reaction : "SERIOUS?... WHY?... oh, COOL! but.. WHY?"
ong : "ZUBINATORS or something.."
I was so excited..
I immediately went to buy the newspaper!
*for those who want to see, NEWS STRAIGHT TIMES (20/10/09)*
I'll post a picture soon..
haha. ITS SO COOL.
okay lar...
so I'm a bit jakun..
SO? c'mon.. its not everyday an average teenager like me is in the papers right? ...
Like... WTH! haha.

MAYBE... in the future I'll be in the papers with headlines :
"Gorgeous Modal/actress, Candice Chhoa has been spotted with Twilight star Taylor Lautner"

hehe. you never know. dreams do come true u know. haha.
okay lar.. .
the fact that I actually updated today should be greatly appreciated.
haha.
oh ya.. THANKS JENNIS for teaching me how to customize and link ppl .
Its so true. Its FUN! haha.
I blame U for the fact that i ain't studying right now. hehe..
joking, joking.
LOVES!

... When is the torture of spm gonna go away?
*sighs*

Goddnight.. i mean morning, ppl!
XOXO
Gossip girl

>>>>>>>>>i mean.. Candice. =D

2009-10-19T08:51:00.000-07:00

LOL.
hey... (casually saying 'hey' after not updating for.. like a billion years)
okay.. YES! its been a long time..
well, at least i decided not to abandon this blog like I did to the other 2 or 3 blogs ?
Don't know. Lost count.

Yes, crystal, yes.. Blowing off the dust from my dusty old blog..

I just cant believe i have like LESS than a month to spm and i sit here blogging..
like.. WTF right ?
geezz..

My trials.. aint that great..
2 A1, 2 A2, 3 B4, 2 C5, 1 D6, 1 G9.
damn sad cased, yea ?

*sighs*
pray for me. I need it.
LOL.

Many things happened.. but the best.. was the formation of...
*ready ? brace yourselves..

THE ZUBINATORS!

AWESOME! haha..
It was this one day performance thing, for memorial and charity golf game at KCC.
I didn't expect it to be this fun!
standing from left : vocalists* karmun, mishel, elie, me,crystal, wenhui, rachel.
sitting from left : bassist- jianjie, vocalist - michele, guitarist- hanghang and zubzub, drummer- nicholas (the boy who met me for the first time and called me kee siao)
haha...
I have no idea why he called me keesiao. I am like.. SUPER SHY!
duh*** grins*
i HATE posing.

see.. i NEVER pose.. haha.
We had so many practices.. i enjoyed ever single one of them!
I LOVE U ZUBINATORS
the vigorousness of us!

these were.. almost all the practices. YES, ALMOST! there were more. undocumented though!
pls take note.. in almost all the pictures.. *i didn't pose
Go to my facebook to see all the pics! truly awesome.. to me lar.. haha.

After the event was over we were all like "aw.. I am gonna miss U! see u after SPM.. bla bla bla"

and then...
we met each other again, the following week. there are pics on that too.. but.. LAZY to upload lar.
hehe.
and.. we met again..
on Sunday..
I think.. this time.. seriously, we'll only be meeting after SPM.
*hope not*
LOL.
SHIT! i gotta study. I'll be up late studying tonight i think.. to make up for lost time.
haha.

okay. before that>> Question : Is it ok for a girl to tell a guy she's crushin on that she likes him ?

Okay, I'm off to bury myself in my dum Malaysian version of so-called-history..
i must end this blog with a non posing pic.. or pics!

okay. nights. XOXO.. from a chinese man with whiskers !

*I am such a poser*

I'm BACK! muahaha...

2009-06-06T00:10:00.000-07:00

hey...
yes, I know I haven't blogged for ages...
you see, I didn't have the time...
Faham la, skit.
haha..
OKAY LAA! I had loads of time.. but I was just damn lazy to blog.
many many many many things happened..
but..
I can't remember la...
The important bit was...

MY BIRTHDAY! which was totally awesome..

those who didn't wish me... SCREW U! haha. no la.. Joking je.. =)
I forgive all of u. hehe.

I know I promised IU pics..
haha.. on the way, on the way! .

Just came back from sports excel in RJCC and AKCC..
It was so great to see u ppl again. Missed u much!
It was so fun to be with u noisy ppl again. and I had so much fun lmfao with u guys! Too bad u ppl live so far away!!! haihs.
Met some new friends too... which was awesome..
=) !

Don't think I will be meeting u guys anytime soon again though.. .
screw SPM. damn.
I'm so old...
I just hate parting with u guys... we're so good together!
sobs..
anyway. I'll post pics soon.
this time I'm serious. I will post pics soon.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TILAK

2009-05-16T08:01:00.001-07:00

sorry. i forgot one more thing...
there's a DOG who is very special to me..
it's his special day today...
so..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TILAK!!

dun merajuk yea, bro.
i will belanja u. dun worry.
do u want pedigree or kibbles?
hehe.
JOKING!

2009-05-16T07:52:00.000-07:00

hey...
i know i promised photos on IU
but...
i am still in the process of getting 'em.
and have been busy with EXAM.
gosh...
nightmare.
i have SO many things to blog abt.. but its gotta wait..
2 more weeks of suffering.. and then..
i promise a complete post on stuff.. and pics..
=]

chhoa, stressed out.

IUDAY CHAMPIONS...AGAIN!

2009-05-04T06:30:00.000-07:00

hey...

the last post was kinda emo...
but well,
it all paid off...

WE ARE THE FREAKIN' CHAMPIONS!

obviously... we won Iuday!
thank you, thank you very much!

I wanna write down everything in detail...
but then the post would be like super super long...
so..
I'll only write the important bits.

after like.. so many sleepless nights..
We finally did it.

The exhibition was like PERFECT.
for the first time...
STK managed to construct a stable structure. It din even shake.
thanks Ezzany.

Okay, I admit...
I wasnt confident at all after we did the suckish performance.
my appologies for my cacated acting.
LOL.
I was really trying to put up a strong front for my BOD.
it obviously din work laa..
everybody was comforting me...
and i was like.. 'huh?, i am fine laaa. '
just before they announced the results...
Cassie hugged me and that was it... started crying.
LOL.
the best part was... Simon called all the presidents on stage.
argh. my eyes were red, tears streaming down, mascara smudging everywhere.
He called out the 'bottom 3'
yes, i know... it was like we were on American Idol.
and then... i was standing there, with SMCC, ah boo and SJM, bing hao.
he called third place, SMCC.
then it was down to the two of us.
I was like hiding behind bing hao. I know, lame... but i was so sure i was gonna run off stage crying.
and then simon asked the audience... who do you think is gonna be the champion.. and the cheers for my sch was like... dying dog trying to bark like that.
and cheers for SJM was like... FUYOH!
shit shit shit!
i saw the convent gals also supporting SJM!
F*ck them la.. (sorry ah, those who didnt)
and he said.. the Champion is....
Sekolah...... Menengah.... Kebangsaan....
TINGGI KLUANG!
I swear... at that moment...
i felt like the american idol. doinks!
LOL. i jumped so high. never knew i could jump that high... ran over to shannnon and hugged her..
reminder... i was on stage. kinda embarassing. lost my cool... hehe.
I was so SO SO SO SO happy.

called simon just now.
wanted to know how we won. It really came as a surprise to all of us.
he said it was the exhibition that saved our asses.
most probably the fact that stk-ians explained all the info... mostly crap.
it was really close...
saved by our mouths.. like usual la tu
Thank you, Lord for helping our asses.

p.s. pics coming soon.
thanks. all my members, and Bod.
special thanks to,
Pira,cassie,ghai3,shannon,wong,ezzany,oliver,waikin,michele,eleanor,gan,mayo,punitha, 5sta2... and the rest of the BOD. thanks for working so hard for this. LOVE U GUYS TO BITS.

special p.s. All the rest of the schs, congrats. u guys did a real good job.
bing hao. u gave me ALOT of pressure. u made me cry. Good Job with everything.
I really respect you.

Stress.Frustrated.Tired.Emo= Interact Club

2009-04-21T10:17:00.000-07:00

hey...
I am feeling so down right now.
there are SO many things to do.
I dunno where to start.

First, there's Iuday.
Then there's Rotary.
Then there's Challenge trophy Report.
Then there's the stupid budget that we have to follow.
Then there's my BOD a particullar 'group' in the BOD that have no respect for me.
Yes, they may be my friends.
But hey, when it comes to an organization... I am the president. Respect me PLEASE!
I have been tolerationg this the whole bloody term!
screw ur attitude la! screw u!
SHIT!

I am just f'kin sick and tired of their attitude.
they just have no idea how many other things there are to keep the club on top. To make sure the club is recognise and to keep the club respected.
To them, I am not doing anything good enough!
Well, maybe I ain't. But lets see them do it!
Lets see them handle all the problems.
i have ENOUGH!

*Lord, pls help me!
I am so tired. I need You! *

I'm sorry, but blogs are meant for venting, right?
LOL~

*Chhoa, pissed off

2009-04-20T07:52:00.000-07:00

hello...

lazy to blog tonight la. .
haha.

but.. so many things happened! can't resist.
Lemme keep it short!.

1. Went to see debate finals.
important facts :
a) convent vs smk sains
b) 8 ppl from stk are louder than 2 classes of convent gals.
c) SAINS schools WON!
"halellujah!" sing it with me ppl!

2. Stayed back to do IU stuff
important facts:
a) Pira,Cassie,Ghai3, Wong and Shannon.
b) accomplished... so-so la.
c) ezzany helped with the structure planning (i wrote this just to irritate u, ellie!) *evil laugh
d)stayed til 6 with Pira and EZZANY! (ellie!!!) *evil-er laugh!

3. went to barney's to try new dishes
important facts:
a) YUM!
b) YUM YUM !
c) go try! haha

~right now, I am like so so so tired...

but at the end of the day... never too tired to cam-whore!
*Chhoa, KONGED out.

p.s. Faiz sayang... Get well soon!
p.s. my sej nota missing, damn sad!

Nonsense

2009-04-19T07:51:00.000-07:00

hey...

I'm kinda liking this blogging thing.
Haha.
This is my 4th post, FORTH post!
and I haven't quit!
AMAZING...
eh, you! dun snigger laa..

as promised... lemme show u the most handsome guy in the whole wide world!

Plato- aint he a hunk. HAHA

I really love him. haha. seriously.
he makes me happy.
evertime i look at him, i smile.

Friday kan...
was also like one of my happy days! haha

Pagi pagi, Shannon, Zi Xuen and I distributed our new club shirt!
F*ckin nice weyh.
and we got really really good responses..

"wah! so nice.. luckily i bought.."

"this is the best interact shirt ever!"

once again... THANKS EZZANY!
haha.
eh... I edited the design a bit...
so, considered i also designed the shirt kan? kan? kan?
LOL. the front of the shirt

the back! Freakin nice right!

this is the design yg kat computer la.. I havent taken pic of the real one... coming soon!
the shirt is damn laku.
haha.
after we distributed, ppl were like...

"eh, nak beli. cantek giler ah! skrg masih blh order ke x ?"

"shit weyh! i should have bought! regret ah! "

so... ATTENTION ppl! I am gonna order the 2nd batch! hurry and order!

wait...
I havent reached the climax..
haha.
I got crab to buy the shirt.
yes, i talked to him.
no, i din faint or have a nose bleed.
i know you all are wondering..
"who the hell is 'crab' ?"
'Crab' is a guy at sch that i go ga-ga over...
lol.

Friday night tution was another round of madness!
ADD MATHS!

shannon's book. 3 crabs. a boat and a gal. coconut tree, sun, clouds, sea
ah Xuen's fingers. she wants to catch 'crab'
close up! can see? haha..........swt laa.

This is called pure nonsense.

Saturday~
played golf in the morning.
wanted to take pic.. but.. i forgot..
haha.
45 one nine! okay ba...
haha. one birdie on the 8th hole.
but... 2 par only. i miss like all those short short putts. if not sure alot wan! haha.
perasan-ness!

in the afternoon went to ellie's to take measurement for the Greek Costume.
my parents are gonna freak when they know the price.
I am so so SO dead..

daddy and I went to the optomitrist...

daddy~ haha.

the dude's mine!

went to shannon's in the evening to do IU stuff...

before going~ shannon! after~look like crap!

okay la. this is like a freakishly long post.
nights ppl!

*Chhoa, out!

Appologies and Gratitude

2009-04-16T05:42:00.000-07:00

I wanna start by appologising to my friends ( read previous post )
I was feeling down and I know I shouldn't have blogged about those things.
I know u guys care about me and love me. I should understand that you wouldn't leave me to do stuff alone unless u really had to. I guess you have ur own reasons.
so, SORRY.

Today, I stayed in school til 5.30- phew! I'm totally beat.
But, boy, was it satisfying to have actually accomplished something...
Thanks to Ezzany and Michele.
LOVE U GUYS banyak2!

Ok. I know u guys are probably lost right now and have no idea what I am talking about.
Lemme start from the beggining.

I was supposed to stayback to do a sculpture of the head of Plato with Michele.
For those 'smart ppl' who dunno who Plato is, he's a Greek philosopher.
At first we had no idea what we were doing, but after a while we got the hang of it.
Kah Yee chipped in a bit too, when we were doing the beard. LOL.

Michele and I were like simply splatting on clay/cement/whatever you wanna call it, onto Plato's face- it was yucky but kinda fun at the same time.

After we were done, we were like
"hm.. okay what. looks... quite.. hm? "

When suddenly, to the rescue- jeng jeng jeng!
Ezzany, the RC dude came to the rescue.
Haha.
He really made Plato look so much better after he finished 'touching up' for us.

Oh. and thanks Azman for the entertainment and the smudges on my face! grrr..

Thanks guys. You made my day.
<3

p.s. i'll upload pics asap!

The Clock is Tick-Tocking Away...

2009-04-15T09:28:00.000-07:00

The clock is ticking,
My nerves are bursting,
Its so frustrating,
Feel like shouting,
or maybe crapping,
for now, i'm just gonna start crying!

Yes, that is the most ridiculous, idiotic poem ever!

Okay, so this is like my 2nd post, which is a good sign..
and i am already gonna start complaing.

here's the thing; IUDAY!

There are so many unfinished things, and the worst thing is, most of those unfinished things are supposed to be done by me and my team, let me stress on the TEAM part.

Don't get me wrong, i LOVE doing IU stuff, but i really wished I was backed up by my BOD, or closest friends?

today in sch with my besties/directors

I tell them,
"hey, tmr can stay back? We seriously need to finish it"

friend no.1 : "erm, erm.. see how laa. "
friend no.2 : "nah. I got tuition, but i can stay back til 3"

me: "hm.. okay. but if friend no.1, you cannot stay back then.. i'll end up doing it alone. "

friend no.1 : hmm.. ah, not sure yet. Don't think so la.. "

me: (at the back of my mind: "reason pls? ") "if cannot nvm la. but i really hope u can. We're supposed to do it together"

friend no.1 : huh? ya.. okay. i think cannot laa. sorry ah.. hm.

Shit man!
I love both of you the most.. but..
C'mon la...
The other BOD complain and complain, but they do also..
they gimme heaps of stress too.. but u guys are my closest friends. I tell you guys EVERYTHING.
I don't wanna get mad or scold or whatever..
*sigh*

I know you guys are going to read this and be seriously mad at me.. but, I am really sorry.
I just had to get it off my chest.
I know you guys love me and stuff. Mayb I am a suckish president.. and friend..

I feel so damn emo right now...

Iu day is in 2 weeks, now..
I am freaking out... there are so many other things to settle.
Things that the bod might not understand.

People, this is a shout out for help. I need moral support and prayers.
*sob sob*

p.s. listening to halo by beyonce- lovin' it!

yours emo-ness-ly,
the babi of all times, Candice.
Chhoa, out!

Once again...

2009-04-13T09:13:00.000-07:00

Dear readers..

I am attempting to blog, once again..
Just for those who do not know.. this is blog no.4

*smiles* lets start with a little intro..
I am Candice Chhoa Teng Pei. Read, Remember it, and Fear it!
Still 16 yrs old and young. Well, okay.. 17 this yr *30th May! *hint hint (presents, ppl)

I am ultimately lazy, my special skill is talking.. non-stop.
I am multitalented, but my greatest skill, I can proudly say is, Cam-Whoring Obsessively. It ain't as easy as it looks, ppl! You gotta gimme some credit.

I admit, I have a pretty luxurious life..
I am, erm, 80 percent Sabahan? Lol.
Was born in KotaKinabalu.
Moved to Labuan til I was 2 and a half. *I think
Settled in Indonesia, schooled in British International School. I loved it! *take note, this is why i cannot speak Chinese!
after 3 ++ yrs..
We evacuated, yes, you heard me, evacuated on a Hercules *no i did not sit on Hercules, half God half man* it's an army plane, a HUGE one.
why the evacuation, u ask?
Riots! really exciting.
Like the movies. Haha.
Long story short..
ended up in KK, with absolutely no knowledge of BM,
was in a private school for 6 months. Its was just Kindergarden- phew!
And.. ta Da! i ended up in Kluang, Johor!

Briefly, highlights of life in Kluang...
Childhood Best friend migrated to Canada *freaking miss her! screw u
Picked up golf, have the best golf kaki in the world.
(Rachel, Michele, Zhiherng, Wenhui, Jiahui, Timmy)
From JB and BP (Aiman, Faiz, Fariz, Bunny, Idzkandar, Farkhan, Robin, Ardilla)
President of Interact Club STK. Used to love it. *dont ask.
Have the awesomest class, 5STA2, with the awesomest classmates.
2 bestest besties - Zi Xuen and Shannon or Shannon and Zi xuen *whats the difference?

okay laa. My intro is like kinda long?
LOL. i don't care~ READ IT

I l.o.v.e chocolates. *mmm... the sweet,sinful taste of chocolates probably why i aint skinny. Haha I consider myself womanly~ curvacious?
Some ppl say - "thats fat laa.. "
Please laa- What is Not Fat? Those stick like figures? the ones u blow and they fly away, ones?
so not sexy. Haha
*sigh* ASIANS!
For all those sexy girls out there... You're beautiful! Don't torture yourselves! Eat and exercise!
I scoff at Diets!

Enough said...
*Chhoa, out!

p.s. jilien- this is for u. Love u darl.