Thursday, November 26, 2009

SO..
Hi... LOL.
I know everybody is like obsessing over twilight right...
but since i can't watch it... *sour grapes*
I am gonna rant about moulin rouge...
yes,yes.. I know. SO last Century right?
But its timeless... at least to me.
I L>O>V>E the songs...
at ewen *whatchumecallit* 's voice!
OMG. he melts my heart. SO awesome!
especially the ending part when she dies when he bursts into song.
Come what may! ALL TIME FAVORITE. (hearts)
so romantic. I just LOVE his voice. haha.
And nicole kidman. one word. HOT



okay. enough of that.
SPM.
3 more subjects. 11days more to freedom.
Gosh. I just need it to be over.

Moving on quickly... before i get emo and sulky

a few friends and I were supposed to go to genting on the 16th-18th of dec right ?
well, long story short, plan to genting,canceled.
*sobs*
But... we're thinking of another place.
latest news... KL
Hoping it works out well.
I so need a holiday.
SHOPPING! thats what i want. NEED.
LOL.
random. Its a sudden outburst of needing to splurge.
LOL.

OMG.. I just left this post hanging halfway through since morning til know.

okay. getting back to blogging...
u know what, I am furious.
My Facebook account cant log in. i don't know why.
GOSH...
feel like crying weyh.
haih.
okay lar. back to the books.

Sunday, November 15, 2009

the result of spm

Screaming, shouting, pleading,
I never wanted you to leave me,
and now I am bleeding,
Torn apart was something i never wanted to be,

how could you do this to me?
leaving me alone to face the world,
why couldn't u see,
i just coudn't be bold.

Scared, Alone, disillusioned,
It was like I was poisened,
I feared the things to come,
My heart was like a beating drum

the pain, like a dagger,
plunging into my heart,
falling deeper and deeper,
I was no longer apart,

I could no longer feel the pain,
a smile on my face now,
goodbye torturous world .. .

*random*

Thursday, November 12, 2009

Last Post before the big day.

hello. Yes. Today I am emotionally stable.
haha.
Well. I'm never really stable. SO...
anticipate craziness.

This is the last time I can say this...
"hello, my name is Candice. I am from 5sta2. I am a proud student of Sekolah Tinggi Kluang. I love my school for some undiscovered reason"
tomorrow is the last day of school.
Last day of my high school life.

I'm starting to feel the pinch now.
Last wednesday was my last Chem tuition class.
Damn.
So sad. I really love that teacher.
Cikgu Norzi, I will never forget u although u said u will forget me!
He's such an awesome man.
favourite word "bengong"
I'm gonna miss him.
haih.

I hope tmr I wont break down.
I am gonna miss all my schoolmates
all those times we laugh over incredibly stupid stuff.
okay, we are still gonna laugh over nonsense 10 years down the road.

*tearing up*

But I promise after 3weeks of pure stress...
we are gonna have a blast.
Cant wait.

2005-2009
good times in STK


friendships built strong after destructive years of sch life


and more..


there's more. but.. Not right now. The books are calling..
erm... The BED is screaming my name. =)
*winks*
SO i must see to 'its' needs.
Goodnight and goodbye for now

Saturday, November 7, 2009

tomorrow tomorrow and tomorrow creeps in this petty pace...

waiting for the day when I can blog about the end of SPM.
this sucks.
I am sad, not forgetting pathetically emo.

this girl just wants to have fun.
I live on fun.
therefore... as u can see I am now dying.
bahkan pepatah melayu, seperti kereta ferrari yang kehabisan petrol
=(

haih.

So, today I went to Mr.Phillip's house to celebrate his birthday.
It was on the 6th of nov.
We were like talking and enjoying and laughing...
when he suddenly said..
"this is the last time we can gather like this with everyone here"
When those words transfered into sound waves and was received by my ear and translated by brain (if the process was wrong, dun blame me. I dropped bio)
I suddenly realised that he was right...
All of us were getting older.
Planning our future in places so unfamiliar to us.
The little birds were leaving the nest.
next year would be a whole new chapter of my life.
No more high school, no more tearchers, no more direction until YOU, YOURSELF find a destination and work towards it.
We were becoming adults where everthing was to be done ourselves. Mistakes would no longer be covered up by our love ones.
Can I handle this ?

*anything is better than SPM!*

SO yes. I am ready.
just a bit sad to leave my comfort zone.
LOL.

Okay. enough emo-ness for one night.

BIG news !
I fell in love.
YES! I am proclaiming it on my blog.


this is him.
and he loves me to.. *in my dreams*
LOL.
Okay fine. So he doesn't know me. Its just a matter of time
haha.
So I am a lil back dated lar.
I watched little nyonya and fell in love, instantly.
haha.
SO CUTE is he not ? OMG!
*yumm...
Yes, I admit. I am a perv. I need counseling! Leave me be. haha.
okay lar.
I am a bit high.
Don't feel like typing no more.
ciao!

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

An Eager Heart, A tired brain and a lazy girl

This is a story of an ordinary teenage girl. Well, i wouldn't say she's ordinary. In fact she's pretty awesome. This wide-eyed (dun laugh) girl had and eager heart. She longed for many things. But yearned one thing the most. She wanted to skip a chapter of her life, fast-forward life just for 5 weeks (in other words : GET THIS *toot*-ing SPM OVER WITH AND GET ON WITH LIFE!) But the problem was that life didn't work this way. Everything had to be done and lived out. After all, our lives aren't some corny tv series. Unfortunately, there is no fast-forward button to hit. Thus, she had to study to do well for her SPM. The problem was, she had never studied so much in her life. Her brain was tired although she hadn't been studying much, but it had already exceeded her normal studying limit. This poor, suffering girl. She always got side-tracked by other more time-worthy things such as facebook, twitter and blogspot(*grins) Another obstacle that she faced and couldn't seem to leap over was that she was born lazy. Yes, she was born lazy. No matter how she tried, she stayed lazy. Therefore, she needs help. Alot of help. Not forgetting, prayer. She needs a miracle to happen. . .

My name is Candice and I am a Laze-a-holic

other ppl respond : Hi, Candice.

*so lame. ultimately lame. Its so lame that i am crying.

lets start over,
Hey,
Today I went to School. *please clap hands to give me encouragement.
yes. It is the first time in a long time.
School was...
School.
nothing much to say since apparently we are banned from bad-mouthing, or in this case, bad-typing teachers online.
*myteacheraintabucketfullofsunshinetofaceeverysingleday*

MOVING ON...
My high school life is coming to an end. *sobbing profusely
anyway. there are so many memories made in school.
I LOVE SCHOOL! but i am not going to sch on friday.
still... I LOVE SCHOOL. but i skipped school for so many days
and i still... LOVE SCHOOL!
so contradicting.
*sigh*
I wanna walk down memory lane...
But not tonight lar.
Seriously, I better study. For my own good.
If u see me online. remind me to study.
Thank you!

This is me, signing out.. *fading into the distance, waving!

Monday, November 2, 2009

The Lazy Bone.

hey.
so...
i haven't blogged for some time. haha.
getting a bit lazy.
Yes. i will probably abandon this blog very very very soon.
haha
so pics from the wedding...
with my sis. dont blame me.
blame her for not uploading.
LOL.

recently i've discovered this online photo editor.
and...
I LOVE IT!
its so much easier than photoshop!
haha.
to think i wasted money on taking a photoshop course.



I haven't been in the sun a long time.
haven't golf for a long time.
been in the library most of the time. this is depressing.
haha. i'm getting fairer and fairer.
snow white ?
haha.


no lah. i am prettier.
*for ppl who don't know yet, I am one heck of a perasan queen.
LOL

Went for an education fair last saturday.
It was AWESOME. and somewhat helpful.
Now i am pretty sure I wanna do masscomm..
the question now is WHERE ?
LOL. I wanna get into SIM... i do i do i do.
but... bo lui lar.
try to get a scholarship lor.
*shakes head and thinks of my spm results*
NO hope.
probably end up in Taylor's
Its not a bad thing. Its actually a good thing.
anything beats form 6 in STK.. or anywhere, as a matter of fact.
LOL.

SO, i wanna do TOEFL after spm.
I'm thinking of doing it in KK if possible.
I really wanna spend some time with my family there. it would be so awesome!
can ppl from kk please help me find out about doing TOEFL thre ?
please and thank you!

Did I tell you how proud I am of my superduper very very talented cousin?
IAN CHHOA *remember this name. could be famous one day.
1st, he's like a freakin' genius!
2nd, he can draw like super well. *it runs in the family!
3rd, HE WROTE A REALLY GOOD SONG! music and all. The standard of the lyrics are like jason mraz's or boys like girls or the fray's or something!
i know, right! WHATTHECRAPPYDONKEY'SEARS!
HAHA.
I am so so SO proud of him.
but girls. please stay away.
just the thought of having my baby cousin chased by girls gives me the chills.
*he's sixteen. I am overprotective.
haha.

okay lar. I should sleep.

one more thing!
Thanks Jack for the warning about the facebook con man thingy! u so awesome, u rock! haha. for more info.. read his blog http://www.jackwhk.blogspot.com/

Goodnight world.

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Kota Kinabalu, Tanah Airku

hey.
so I am BACK in Kluang.
*sobbing like a baby*
Just came back from 4 AWESOME days in KK.
Seriously had so much fun with me cousins!
But, every good thing has to come to an end. BAH!
I'll update on my trip back next time.
I wanna go snore and dream about some random cute guy.
*no, I don't have wet dreams*
so..
Nights everyone.
*missing.family.right.now.*

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Desperation drives the girl M-A-D/ the flowergirl blogs

hello world!

read my blog, link me, follow me or whatever!!
NO!- i am not desperate!

okay. fine. I am.

You know.. i discovered, the weird thing about blogging is that blogging is like talking to myself. Its weird. I type and type, but there's no response. lmfao!
There isn't even an echo...
HELLO!hello!...ello...ello...ello
No.. I ain't singing 'Umberella'

I wonder if anyone reads my blog.
Oh! Thats another thing.
I find that every blog i have read, the blogger always asks this question..
"does anyone read my blog?"

LOL.
today mummy bought me shades..
RAY BAN!
I love them so *toot-ing* much!
I know what you are thinking...
"rich girl lar. SO much money to spend on Ray Ban'
The price had to be *take a deep breath*
... SO whatthefreakingcrapsoexpensivemahalgilernakmampus much!
Well... its like 12ringgitmalaysia.
and.. YES! they are fake. OBVIOUSLY!
I didn't take a pic of them but...

pic from internet
mine is similar...
but not so magnificent lar..
what do you expect from some copy-write Malaysian made sunnies.

But I still adore them, and love mummy too!

I'm going back to KK on Friday.
*for those who didn't know - KK = Kota Kinabalu.
(my hometown, yes, it means I was born there. YES, Sabah is in Malaysia)
Lmfao.

I remember in primary school,
when I told my classmates I was born in Sabah,
they would ask me the darnest,daft-ess thing..
"So you are not Malaysian lar? You are Sabah ppl right ?"
me : *sigh* I am Malaysian.
"but you just now said you born in Sabah ma... so you not Malaysian lor!"
yes... we were young and stupid and unlearned. geography sucks, but its important.

another popular question...
"you chinese or you Christian?"
me : "Chinese and Christian"
"how can ? you must be Chinese or Christian"
apparently to them, I was Christian 'cause I couldn't speak chinese.
Those were the days... Good times Good times.

Anyway.. I was saying...
My relative is getting married and I'm gonna be...
*brace urselves*
....
The FLOWERGIRL!
or as my mum likes to call it.. Flowerlady.
I know, right? damn.
Don't ask why.

I can just imagine...
This large girl, Overgrown Child..
Walking down the isle..
Throwing flower petals across the floor...
*pretty as ever* Suddenly the girl relises, "aren't I too old for this?"
Then she realizes something else... That girl is ME!
Whatthedonkey'sears!

yes, yes.
laugh your heart out.


I'll look like that!
Just prettier...
cuter...
slightly larger...
ROFL

I never got to be a flowergirl when I was actually small.. YES! I was small ONCE!
so I guess I'm gonna get to fulfill my childhood dreams ? ?
haha..

MOVING ON! ... *you can stop laughing now*
Tomorrow is
ISKANDAR JOHOR OPEN

I wanna I wanna I wanna GO!
but...
Cannot. Curses. Darn SPM!
anyways..
I don't really know who's playing...
so...
ALL THE BEST TO ALL WHO ARE PLAYING!

If there is an IJO next year I'm so there.
I have to! At least ONCE!

Recently I've been craving for all the sinful food.
Monday- Mcdonald Ice Cream


yesterday- Pizza Hut


Today - KFC


The Whole Freakin' week- Cadbury chocs..


damn. As If I ain't FAT enough.
haha. Darn. Dunno how to fit into that tiny wincy flowergirl dress!

Okay lar. I wanna turn in early tonight.. I mean earlier than yesterday..
so... NIGHTS!
*gonna cam-whore puas puas before bed with my awesome new pirated sunnies!*
- can't believe I blogged again. Its getting addictive. scary shit. -

The Fat Flowergirl signing out.
*sees food and dives into it*
AWESOME!

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Zubinators in the Papers ?

Hey!
Its 2am.
I am awake. blogging.
not studying, blogging.
I was on photoshop just now. *sighs
therefore.. please look at the awesome pics on the right!
Sitting all alone in the study, all i hear is the clicking of the keyboard.
sweating away, typing as quickly as my fingers allow, listening to some emo song; come home-one republic.

So.. today I went to school after a long self-declared holiday.
It was okay.
Not going tmr again! Yipee..
LOL.

Before going back from school, Ong told me I was in the papers..
my reaction : "SERIOUS?... WHY?... oh, COOL! but.. WHY?"
ong : "ZUBINATORS or something.."
I was so excited..
I immediately went to buy the newspaper!
*for those who want to see, NEWS STRAIGHT TIMES (20/10/09)*
I'll post a picture soon..
haha. ITS SO COOL.
okay lar...
so I'm a bit jakun..
SO? c'mon.. its not everyday an average teenager like me is in the papers right? ...
Like... WTH! haha.

MAYBE... in the future I'll be in the papers with headlines :
"Gorgeous Modal/actress, Candice Chhoa has been spotted with Twilight star Taylor Lautner"

hehe. you never know. dreams do come true u know. haha.
okay lar.. .
the fact that I actually updated today should be greatly appreciated.
haha.
oh ya.. THANKS JENNIS for teaching me how to customize and link ppl .
Its so true. Its FUN! haha.
I blame U for the fact that i ain't studying right now. hehe..
joking, joking.
LOVES!

... When is the torture of spm gonna go away?
*sighs*

Goddnight.. i mean morning, ppl!
XOXO
Gossip girl


>>>>>>>>>i mean.. Candice. =D

Monday, October 19, 2009

LOL.
hey... (casually saying 'hey' after not updating for.. like a billion years)
okay.. YES! its been a long time..
well, at least i decided not to abandon this blog like I did to the other 2 or 3 blogs ?
Don't know. Lost count.

Yes, crystal, yes.. Blowing off the dust from my dusty old blog..

I just cant believe i have like LESS than a month to spm and i sit here blogging..
like.. WTF right ?
geezz..

My trials.. aint that great..
2 A1, 2 A2, 3 B4, 2 C5, 1 D6, 1 G9.
damn sad cased, yea ?

*sighs*
pray for me. I need it.
LOL.

Many things happened.. but the best.. was the formation of...
*ready ? brace yourselves..

THE ZUBINATORS!


AWESOME! haha..
It was this one day performance thing, for memorial and charity golf game at KCC.
I didn't expect it to be this fun!
standing from left : vocalists* karmun, mishel, elie, me,crystal, wenhui, rachel.
sitting from left : bassist- jianjie, vocalist - michele, guitarist- hanghang and zubzub, drummer- nicholas (the boy who met me for the first time and called me kee siao)
haha...
I have no idea why he called me keesiao. I am like.. SUPER SHY!
duh*** grins*
i HATE posing.

see.. i NEVER pose.. haha.
We had so many practices.. i enjoyed ever single one of them!
I LOVE U ZUBINATORS
the vigorousness of us!






these were.. almost all the practices. YES, ALMOST! there were more. undocumented though!
pls take note.. in almost all the pictures.. *i didn't pose
Go to my facebook to see all the pics! truly awesome.. to me lar.. haha.

After the event was over we were all like "aw.. I am gonna miss U! see u after SPM.. bla bla bla"

and then...
we met each other again, the following week. there are pics on that too.. but.. LAZY to upload lar.
hehe.
and.. we met again..
on Sunday..
I think.. this time.. seriously, we'll only be meeting after SPM.
*hope not*
LOL.
SHIT! i gotta study. I'll be up late studying tonight i think.. to make up for lost time.
haha.

okay. before that>> Question : Is it ok for a girl to tell a guy she's crushin on that she likes him ?

Okay, I'm off to bury myself in my dum Malaysian version of so-called-history..
i must end this blog with a non posing pic.. or pics!




okay. nights. XOXO.. from a chinese man with whiskers !

*I am such a poser*

Saturday, June 6, 2009

I'm BACK! muahaha...

hey...
yes, I know I haven't blogged for ages...
you see, I didn't have the time...
Faham la, skit.
haha..
OKAY LAA! I had loads of time.. but I was just damn lazy to blog.
many many many many things happened..
but..
I can't remember la...
The important bit was...

MY BIRTHDAY! which was totally awesome..

those who didn't wish me... SCREW U! haha. no la.. Joking je.. =)
I forgive all of u. hehe.

I know I promised IU pics..
haha.. on the way, on the way! .

Just came back from sports excel in RJCC and AKCC..
It was so great to see u ppl again. Missed u much!
It was so fun to be with u noisy ppl again. and I had so much fun lmfao with u guys! Too bad u ppl live so far away!!! haihs.
Met some new friends too... which was awesome..
=) !

Don't think I will be meeting u guys anytime soon again though.. .
screw SPM. damn.
I'm so old...
I just hate parting with u guys... we're so good together!
sobs..
anyway. I'll post pics soon.
this time I'm serious. I will post pics soon.

Saturday, May 16, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TILAK

sorry. i forgot one more thing...
there's a DOG who is very special to me..
it's his special day today...
so..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TILAK!!

dun merajuk yea, bro.
i will belanja u. dun worry.
do u want pedigree or kibbles?
hehe.
JOKING!
hey...
i know i promised photos on IU
but...
i am still in the process of getting 'em.
and have been busy with EXAM.
gosh...
nightmare.
i have SO many things to blog abt.. but its gotta wait..
2 more weeks of suffering.. and then..
i promise a complete post on stuff.. and pics..
=]

chhoa, stressed out.

Monday, May 4, 2009

IUDAY CHAMPIONS...AGAIN!

hey...

the last post was kinda emo...
but well,
it all paid off...

WE ARE THE FREAKIN' CHAMPIONS!

obviously... we won Iuday!
thank you, thank you very much!

I wanna write down everything in detail...
but then the post would be like super super long...
so..
I'll only write the important bits.

after like.. so many sleepless nights..
We finally did it.

The exhibition was like PERFECT.
for the first time...
STK managed to construct a stable structure. It din even shake.
thanks Ezzany.

Okay, I admit...
I wasnt confident at all after we did the suckish performance.
my appologies for my cacated acting.
LOL.
I was really trying to put up a strong front for my BOD.
it obviously din work laa..
everybody was comforting me...
and i was like.. 'huh?, i am fine laaa. '
just before they announced the results...
Cassie hugged me and that was it... started crying.
LOL.
the best part was... Simon called all the presidents on stage.
argh. my eyes were red, tears streaming down, mascara smudging everywhere.
He called out the 'bottom 3'
yes, i know... it was like we were on American Idol.
and then... i was standing there, with SMCC, ah boo and SJM, bing hao.
he called third place, SMCC.
then it was down to the two of us.
I was like hiding behind bing hao. I know, lame... but i was so sure i was gonna run off stage crying.
and then simon asked the audience... who do you think is gonna be the champion.. and the cheers for my sch was like... dying dog trying to bark like that.
and cheers for SJM was like... FUYOH!
shit shit shit!
i saw the convent gals also supporting SJM!
F*ck them la.. (sorry ah, those who didnt)
and he said.. the Champion is....
Sekolah...... Menengah.... Kebangsaan....
TINGGI KLUANG!
I swear... at that moment...
i felt like the american idol. doinks!
LOL. i jumped so high. never knew i could jump that high... ran over to shannnon and hugged her..
reminder... i was on stage. kinda embarassing. lost my cool... hehe.
I was so SO SO SO SO happy.

called simon just now.
wanted to know how we won. It really came as a surprise to all of us.
he said it was the exhibition that saved our asses.
most probably the fact that stk-ians explained all the info... mostly crap.
it was really close...
saved by our mouths.. like usual la tu
Thank you, Lord for helping our asses.

p.s. pics coming soon.
thanks. all my members, and Bod.
special thanks to,
Pira,cassie,ghai3,shannon,wong,ezzany,oliver,waikin,michele,eleanor,gan,mayo,punitha, 5sta2... and the rest of the BOD. thanks for working so hard for this. LOVE U GUYS TO BITS.

special p.s. All the rest of the schs, congrats. u guys did a real good job.
bing hao. u gave me ALOT of pressure. u made me cry. Good Job with everything.
I really respect you.

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Stress.Frustrated.Tired.Emo= Interact Club

hey...
I am feeling so down right now.
there are SO many things to do.
I dunno where to start.

First, there's Iuday.
Then there's Rotary.
Then there's Challenge trophy Report.
Then there's the stupid budget that we have to follow.
Then there's my BOD a particullar 'group' in the BOD that have no respect for me.
Yes, they may be my friends.
But hey, when it comes to an organization... I am the president. Respect me PLEASE!
I have been tolerationg this the whole bloody term!
screw ur attitude la! screw u!
SHIT!

I am just f'kin sick and tired of their attitude.
they just have no idea how many other things there are to keep the club on top. To make sure the club is recognise and to keep the club respected.
To them, I am not doing anything good enough!
Well, maybe I ain't. But lets see them do it!
Lets see them handle all the problems.
i have ENOUGH!

*Lord, pls help me!
I am so tired. I need You! *

I'm sorry, but blogs are meant for venting, right?
LOL~

*Chhoa, pissed off

Monday, April 20, 2009

hello...

lazy to blog tonight la. .
haha.

but.. so many things happened! can't resist.
Lemme keep it short!.

1. Went to see debate finals.
important facts :
a) convent vs smk sains
b) 8 ppl from stk are louder than 2 classes of convent gals.
c) SAINS schools WON!
"halellujah!" sing it with me ppl!

2. Stayed back to do IU stuff
important facts:
a) Pira,Cassie,Ghai3, Wong and Shannon.
b) accomplished... so-so la.
c) ezzany helped with the structure planning (i wrote this just to irritate u, ellie!) *evil laugh
d)stayed til 6 with Pira and EZZANY! (ellie!!!) *evil-er laugh!

3. went to barney's to try new dishes
important facts:
a) YUM!
b) YUM YUM !
c) go try! haha

~right now, I am like so so so tired...

but at the end of the day... never too tired to cam-whore!
*Chhoa, KONGED out.

p.s. Faiz sayang... Get well soon!
p.s. my sej nota missing, damn sad!

Sunday, April 19, 2009

Nonsense

hey...

I'm kinda liking this blogging thing.
Haha.
This is my 4th post, FORTH post!
and I haven't quit!
AMAZING...
eh, you! dun snigger laa..

as promised... lemme show u the most handsome guy in the whole wide world!

Plato- aint he a hunk. HAHA

I really love him. haha. seriously.
he makes me happy.
evertime i look at him, i smile.

Friday kan...
was also like one of my happy days! haha

Pagi pagi, Shannon, Zi Xuen and I distributed our new club shirt!
F*ckin nice weyh.
and we got really really good responses..

"wah! so nice.. luckily i bought.."

"this is the best interact shirt ever!"

once again... THANKS EZZANY!
haha.
eh... I edited the design a bit...
so, considered i also designed the shirt kan? kan? kan?
LOL. the front of the shirt

the back! Freakin nice right!

this is the design yg kat computer la.. I havent taken pic of the real one... coming soon!
the shirt is damn laku.
haha.
after we distributed, ppl were like...

"eh, nak beli. cantek giler ah! skrg masih blh order ke x ?"

"shit weyh! i should have bought! regret ah! "

so... ATTENTION ppl! I am gonna order the 2nd batch! hurry and order!

wait...
I havent reached the climax..
haha.
I got crab to buy the shirt.
yes, i talked to him.
no, i din faint or have a nose bleed.
i know you all are wondering..
"who the hell is 'crab' ?"
'Crab' is a guy at sch that i go ga-ga over...
lol.

Friday night tution was another round of madness!
ADD MATHS!


shannon's book. 3 crabs. a boat and a gal. coconut tree, sun, clouds, sea
ah Xuen's fingers. she wants to catch 'crab'
close up! can see? haha..........swt laa.

This is called pure nonsense.

Saturday~
played golf in the morning.
wanted to take pic.. but.. i forgot..
haha.
45 one nine! okay ba...
haha. one birdie on the 8th hole.
but... 2 par only. i miss like all those short short putts. if not sure alot wan! haha.
perasan-ness!

in the afternoon went to ellie's to take measurement for the Greek Costume.
my parents are gonna freak when they know the price.
I am so so SO dead..

daddy and I went to the optomitrist...


daddy~ haha.


the dude's mine!

went to shannon's in the evening to do IU stuff...


before going~ shannon! after~look like crap!

okay la. this is like a freakishly long post.
nights ppl!

*Chhoa, out!

Thursday, April 16, 2009

Appologies and Gratitude

I wanna start by appologising to my friends ( read previous post )
I was feeling down and I know I shouldn't have blogged about those things.
I know u guys care about me and love me. I should understand that you wouldn't leave me to do stuff alone unless u really had to. I guess you have ur own reasons.
so, SORRY.

Today, I stayed in school til 5.30- phew! I'm totally beat.
But, boy, was it satisfying to have actually accomplished something...
Thanks to Ezzany and Michele.
LOVE U GUYS banyak2!

Ok. I know u guys are probably lost right now and have no idea what I am talking about.
Lemme start from the beggining.

I was supposed to stayback to do a sculpture of the head of Plato with Michele.
For those 'smart ppl' who dunno who Plato is, he's a Greek philosopher.
At first we had no idea what we were doing, but after a while we got the hang of it.
Kah Yee chipped in a bit too, when we were doing the beard. LOL.

Michele and I were like simply splatting on clay/cement/whatever you wanna call it, onto Plato's face- it was yucky but kinda fun at the same time.

After we were done, we were like
"hm.. okay what. looks... quite.. hm? "

When suddenly, to the rescue- jeng jeng jeng!
Ezzany, the RC dude came to the rescue.
Haha.
He really made Plato look so much better after he finished 'touching up' for us.

Oh. and thanks Azman for the entertainment and the smudges on my face! grrr..

Thanks guys. You made my day.
<3

p.s. i'll upload pics asap!

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

The Clock is Tick-Tocking Away...

The clock is ticking,
My nerves are bursting,
Its so frustrating,
Feel like shouting,
or maybe crapping,
for now, i'm just gonna start crying!

Yes, that is the most ridiculous, idiotic poem ever!

Okay, so this is like my 2nd post, which is a good sign..
and i am already gonna start complaing.

here's the thing; IUDAY!

There are so many unfinished things, and the worst thing is, most of those unfinished things are supposed to be done by me and my team, let me stress on the TEAM part.

Don't get me wrong, i LOVE doing IU stuff, but i really wished I was backed up by my BOD, or closest friends?

today in sch with my besties/directors

I tell them,
"hey, tmr can stay back? We seriously need to finish it"

friend no.1 : "erm, erm.. see how laa. "
friend no.2 : "nah. I got tuition, but i can stay back til 3"

me: "hm.. okay. but if friend no.1, you cannot stay back then.. i'll end up doing it alone. "

friend no.1 : hmm.. ah, not sure yet. Don't think so la.. "

me: (at the back of my mind: "reason pls? ") "if cannot nvm la. but i really hope u can. We're supposed to do it together"

friend no.1 : huh? ya.. okay. i think cannot laa. sorry ah.. hm.

Shit man!
I love both of you the most.. but..
C'mon la...
The other BOD complain and complain, but they do also..
they gimme heaps of stress too.. but u guys are my closest friends. I tell you guys EVERYTHING.
I don't wanna get mad or scold or whatever..
*sigh*

I know you guys are going to read this and be seriously mad at me.. but, I am really sorry.
I just had to get it off my chest.
I know you guys love me and stuff. Mayb I am a suckish president.. and friend..

I feel so damn emo right now...

Iu day is in 2 weeks, now..
I am freaking out... there are so many other things to settle.
Things that the bod might not understand.

People, this is a shout out for help. I need moral support and prayers.
*sob sob*

p.s. listening to halo by beyonce- lovin' it!

yours emo-ness-ly,
the babi of all times, Candice.
Chhoa, out!



Monday, April 13, 2009

Once again...

Dear readers..

I am attempting to blog, once again..
Just for those who do not know.. this is blog no.4

*smiles* lets start with a little intro..
I am
Candice Chhoa Teng Pei. Read, Remember it, and Fear it!
Still 16 yrs old and young. Well, okay.. 17 this yr *30th May! *hint hint (presents, ppl)

I am ultimately lazy, my special skill is talking.. non-stop.
I am
multitalented, but my greatest skill, I can proudly say is, Cam-Whoring Obsessively. It ain't as easy as it looks, ppl! You gotta gimme some credit.

I admit, I have a pretty luxurious life..
I am, erm, 80 percent
Sabahan? Lol.
Was born in KotaKinabalu.
Moved to
Labuan til I was 2 and a half. *I think
Settled in
Indonesia, schooled in British International School. I loved it! *take note, this is why i cannot speak Chinese!
after 3 ++ yrs..
We evacuated, yes, you heard me,
evacuated on a Hercules *no i did not sit on Hercules, half God half man* it's an army plane, a HUGE one.
why the evacuation, u ask?

Riots
! really exciting.
Like the movies. Haha.
Long story short..
ended up in
KK, with absolutely no knowledge of BM,
was in a private school for 6 months.
Its was just Kindergarden- phew!
And..
ta Da! i ended up in Kluang, Johor!

Briefly, highlights of life in Kluang...
Childhood Best friend migrated to
Canada *freaking miss her! screw u
Picked up golf, have the best golf kaki in the world.
(
Rachel, Michele, Zhiherng, Wenhui, Jiahui, Timmy)
From
JB and BP (Aiman, Faiz, Fariz, Bunny, Idzkandar, Farkhan, Robin, Ardilla)
President of Interact Club STK
. Used to love it. *dont ask.
Have the awesomest class, 5STA2, with the awesomest classmates.
2 bestest besties
- Zi Xuen and Shannon or Shannon and Zi xuen *whats the difference?

okay laa. My intro is like kinda long?
LOL. i don't care~ READ IT

I
l.o.v.e chocolates. *mmm... the sweet,sinful taste of chocolates probably why i aint skinny. Haha I consider myself womanly~ curvacious?
Some ppl say -
"thats fat laa.. "
Please laa- What is
Not Fat? Those stick like figures? the ones u blow and they fly away, ones?
so not sexy. Haha
*sigh* ASIANS!
For all those
sexy girls out there... You're beautiful! Don't torture yourselves! Eat and exercise!
I scoff at Diets!

Enough said...
*Chhoa, out!

p.s. jilien- this is for u. Love u darl.