tomorrow tomorrow and tomorrow creeps in this petty pace...

waiting for the day when I can blog about the end of SPM.
this sucks.
I am sad, not forgetting pathetically emo.

this girl just wants to have fun.
I live on fun.
therefore... as u can see I am now dying.
bahkan pepatah melayu, seperti kereta ferrari yang kehabisan petrol
=(

haih.

So, today I went to Mr.Phillip's house to celebrate his birthday.
It was on the 6th of nov.
We were like talking and enjoying and laughing...
when he suddenly said..
"this is the last time we can gather like this with everyone here"
When those words transfered into sound waves and was received by my ear and translated by brain (if the process was wrong, dun blame me. I dropped bio)
I suddenly realised that he was right...
All of us were getting older.
Planning our future in places so unfamiliar to us.
The little birds were leaving the nest.
next year would be a whole new chapter of my life.
No more high school, no more tearchers, no more direction until YOU, YOURSELF find a destination and work towards it.
We were becoming adults where everthing was to be done ourselves. Mistakes would no longer be covered up by our love ones.
Can I handle this ?

*anything is better than SPM!*

SO yes. I am ready.
just a bit sad to leave my comfort zone.
LOL.

Okay. enough emo-ness for one night.

BIG news !
I fell in love.
YES! I am proclaiming it on my blog.


this is him.
and he loves me to.. *in my dreams*
LOL.
Okay fine. So he doesn't know me. Its just a matter of time
haha.
So I am a lil back dated lar.
I watched little nyonya and fell in love, instantly.
haha.
SO CUTE is he not ? OMG!
*yumm...
Yes, I admit. I am a perv. I need counseling! Leave me be. haha.
okay lar.
I am a bit high.
Don't feel like typing no more.
ciao!