SO..
Hi... LOL.
I know everybody is like obsessing over twilight right...
but since i can't watch it... *sour grapes*
I am gonna rant about moulin rouge...
yes,yes.. I know. SO last Century right?
But its timeless... at least to me.
I L>O>V>E the songs...
at ewen *whatchumecallit* 's voice!
OMG. he melts my heart. SO awesome!
especially the ending part when she dies when he bursts into song.
Come what may! ALL TIME FAVORITE. (hearts)
so romantic. I just LOVE his voice. haha.
And nicole kidman. one word. HOT



okay. enough of that.
SPM.
3 more subjects. 11days more to freedom.
Gosh. I just need it to be over.

Moving on quickly... before i get emo and sulky

a few friends and I were supposed to go to genting on the 16th-18th of dec right ?
well, long story short, plan to genting,canceled.
*sobs*
But... we're thinking of another place.
latest news... KL
Hoping it works out well.
I so need a holiday.
SHOPPING! thats what i want. NEED.
LOL.
random. Its a sudden outburst of needing to splurge.
LOL.

OMG.. I just left this post hanging halfway through since morning til know.

okay. getting back to blogging...
u know what, I am furious.
My Facebook account cant log in. i don't know why.
GOSH...
feel like crying weyh.
haih.
okay lar. back to the books.

the result of spm

Screaming, shouting, pleading,
I never wanted you to leave me,
and now I am bleeding,
Torn apart was something i never wanted to be,

how could you do this to me?
leaving me alone to face the world,
why couldn't u see,
i just coudn't be bold.

Scared, Alone, disillusioned,
It was like I was poisened,
I feared the things to come,
My heart was like a beating drum

the pain, like a dagger,
plunging into my heart,
falling deeper and deeper,
I was no longer apart,

I could no longer feel the pain,
a smile on my face now,
goodbye torturous world .. .

*random*

Last Post before the big day.

hello. Yes. Today I am emotionally stable.
haha.
Well. I'm never really stable. SO...
anticipate craziness.

This is the last time I can say this...
"hello, my name is Candice. I am from 5sta2. I am a proud student of Sekolah Tinggi Kluang. I love my school for some undiscovered reason"
tomorrow is the last day of school.
Last day of my high school life.

I'm starting to feel the pinch now.
Last wednesday was my last Chem tuition class.
Damn.
So sad. I really love that teacher.
Cikgu Norzi, I will never forget u although u said u will forget me!
He's such an awesome man.
favourite word "bengong"
I'm gonna miss him.
haih.

I hope tmr I wont break down.
I am gonna miss all my schoolmates
all those times we laugh over incredibly stupid stuff.
okay, we are still gonna laugh over nonsense 10 years down the road.

*tearing up*

But I promise after 3weeks of pure stress...
we are gonna have a blast.
Cant wait.

2005-2009
good times in STK


friendships built strong after destructive years of sch life


and more..


there's more. but.. Not right now. The books are calling..
erm... The BED is screaming my name. =)
*winks*
SO i must see to 'its' needs.
Goodnight and goodbye for now

tomorrow tomorrow and tomorrow creeps in this petty pace...

waiting for the day when I can blog about the end of SPM.
this sucks.
I am sad, not forgetting pathetically emo.

this girl just wants to have fun.
I live on fun.
therefore... as u can see I am now dying.
bahkan pepatah melayu, seperti kereta ferrari yang kehabisan petrol
=(

haih.

So, today I went to Mr.Phillip's house to celebrate his birthday.
It was on the 6th of nov.
We were like talking and enjoying and laughing...
when he suddenly said..
"this is the last time we can gather like this with everyone here"
When those words transfered into sound waves and was received by my ear and translated by brain (if the process was wrong, dun blame me. I dropped bio)
I suddenly realised that he was right...
All of us were getting older.
Planning our future in places so unfamiliar to us.
The little birds were leaving the nest.
next year would be a whole new chapter of my life.
No more high school, no more tearchers, no more direction until YOU, YOURSELF find a destination and work towards it.
We were becoming adults where everthing was to be done ourselves. Mistakes would no longer be covered up by our love ones.
Can I handle this ?

*anything is better than SPM!*

SO yes. I am ready.
just a bit sad to leave my comfort zone.
LOL.

Okay. enough emo-ness for one night.

BIG news !
I fell in love.
YES! I am proclaiming it on my blog.


this is him.
and he loves me to.. *in my dreams*
LOL.
Okay fine. So he doesn't know me. Its just a matter of time
haha.
So I am a lil back dated lar.
I watched little nyonya and fell in love, instantly.
haha.
SO CUTE is he not ? OMG!
*yumm...
Yes, I admit. I am a perv. I need counseling! Leave me be. haha.
okay lar.
I am a bit high.
Don't feel like typing no more.
ciao!

An Eager Heart, A tired brain and a lazy girl

This is a story of an ordinary teenage girl. Well, i wouldn't say she's ordinary. In fact she's pretty awesome. This wide-eyed (dun laugh) girl had and eager heart. She longed for many things. But yearned one thing the most. She wanted to skip a chapter of her life, fast-forward life just for 5 weeks (in other words : GET THIS *toot*-ing SPM OVER WITH AND GET ON WITH LIFE!) But the problem was that life didn't work this way. Everything had to be done and lived out. After all, our lives aren't some corny tv series. Unfortunately, there is no fast-forward button to hit. Thus, she had to study to do well for her SPM. The problem was, she had never studied so much in her life. Her brain was tired although she hadn't been studying much, but it had already exceeded her normal studying limit. This poor, suffering girl. She always got side-tracked by other more time-worthy things such as facebook, twitter and blogspot(*grins) Another obstacle that she faced and couldn't seem to leap over was that she was born lazy. Yes, she was born lazy. No matter how she tried, she stayed lazy. Therefore, she needs help. Alot of help. Not forgetting, prayer. She needs a miracle to happen. . .

My name is Candice and I am a Laze-a-holic

other ppl respond : Hi, Candice.

*so lame. ultimately lame. Its so lame that i am crying.

lets start over,
Hey,
Today I went to School. *please clap hands to give me encouragement.
yes. It is the first time in a long time.
School was...
School.
nothing much to say since apparently we are banned from bad-mouthing, or in this case, bad-typing teachers online.
*myteacheraintabucketfullofsunshinetofaceeverysingleday*

MOVING ON...
My high school life is coming to an end. *sobbing profusely
anyway. there are so many memories made in school.
I LOVE SCHOOL! but i am not going to sch on friday.
still... I LOVE SCHOOL. but i skipped school for so many days
and i still... LOVE SCHOOL!
so contradicting.
*sigh*
I wanna walk down memory lane...
But not tonight lar.
Seriously, I better study. For my own good.
If u see me online. remind me to study.
Thank you!

This is me, signing out.. *fading into the distance, waving!

The Lazy Bone.

hey.
so...
i haven't blogged for some time. haha.
getting a bit lazy.
Yes. i will probably abandon this blog very very very soon.
haha
so pics from the wedding...
with my sis. dont blame me.
blame her for not uploading.
LOL.

recently i've discovered this online photo editor.
and...
I LOVE IT!
its so much easier than photoshop!
haha.
to think i wasted money on taking a photoshop course.



I haven't been in the sun a long time.
haven't golf for a long time.
been in the library most of the time. this is depressing.
haha. i'm getting fairer and fairer.
snow white ?
haha.


no lah. i am prettier.
*for ppl who don't know yet, I am one heck of a perasan queen.
LOL

Went for an education fair last saturday.
It was AWESOME. and somewhat helpful.
Now i am pretty sure I wanna do masscomm..
the question now is WHERE ?
LOL. I wanna get into SIM... i do i do i do.
but... bo lui lar.
try to get a scholarship lor.
*shakes head and thinks of my spm results*
NO hope.
probably end up in Taylor's
Its not a bad thing. Its actually a good thing.
anything beats form 6 in STK.. or anywhere, as a matter of fact.
LOL.

SO, i wanna do TOEFL after spm.
I'm thinking of doing it in KK if possible.
I really wanna spend some time with my family there. it would be so awesome!
can ppl from kk please help me find out about doing TOEFL thre ?
please and thank you!

Did I tell you how proud I am of my superduper very very talented cousin?
IAN CHHOA *remember this name. could be famous one day.
1st, he's like a freakin' genius!
2nd, he can draw like super well. *it runs in the family!
3rd, HE WROTE A REALLY GOOD SONG! music and all. The standard of the lyrics are like jason mraz's or boys like girls or the fray's or something!
i know, right! WHATTHECRAPPYDONKEY'SEARS!
HAHA.
I am so so SO proud of him.
but girls. please stay away.
just the thought of having my baby cousin chased by girls gives me the chills.
*he's sixteen. I am overprotective.
haha.

okay lar. I should sleep.

one more thing!
Thanks Jack for the warning about the facebook con man thingy! u so awesome, u rock! haha. for more info.. read his blog http://www.jackwhk.blogspot.com/

Goodnight world.