The clock is ticking,
My nerves are bursting,
Its so frustrating,
Feel like shouting,
or maybe crapping,
for now, i'm just gonna start crying!
Yes, that is the most ridiculous, idiotic poem ever!
Okay, so this is like my 2nd post, which is a good sign..
and i am already gonna start complaing.
here's the thing; IUDAY!
There are so many unfinished things, and the worst thing is, most of those unfinished things are supposed to be done by me and my team, let me stress on the TEAM part.
Don't get me wrong, i LOVE doing IU stuff, but i really wished I was backed up by my BOD, or closest friends?
today in sch with my besties/directors
I tell them,
"hey, tmr can stay back? We seriously need to finish it"
friend no.1 : "erm, erm.. see how laa. "
friend no.2 : "nah. I got tuition, but i can stay back til 3"
me: "hm.. okay. but if friend no.1, you cannot stay back then.. i'll end up doing it alone. "
friend no.1 : hmm.. ah, not sure yet. Don't think so la.. "
me: (at the back of my mind: "reason pls? ") "if cannot nvm la. but i really hope u can. We're supposed to do it together"
friend no.1 : huh? ya.. okay. i think cannot laa. sorry ah.. hm.
Shit man!
I love both of you the most.. but..
C'mon la...
The other BOD complain and complain, but they do also..
they gimme heaps of stress too.. but u guys are my closest friends. I tell you guys EVERYTHING.
I don't wanna get mad or scold or whatever..
*sigh*
I know you guys are going to read this and be seriously mad at me.. but, I am really sorry.
I just had to get it off my chest.
I know you guys love me and stuff. Mayb I am a suckish president.. and friend..
I feel so damn emo right now...
Iu day is in 2 weeks, now..
I am freaking out... there are so many other things to settle.
Things that the bod might not understand.
People, this is a shout out for help. I need moral support and prayers.
*sob sob*
p.s. listening to halo by beyonce- lovin' it!
yours emo-ness-ly,
the babi of all times, Candice.
Chhoa, out!
My nerves are bursting,
Its so frustrating,
Feel like shouting,
or maybe crapping,
for now, i'm just gonna start crying!
Yes, that is the most ridiculous, idiotic poem ever!
Okay, so this is like my 2nd post, which is a good sign..
and i am already gonna start complaing.
here's the thing; IUDAY!
There are so many unfinished things, and the worst thing is, most of those unfinished things are supposed to be done by me and my team, let me stress on the TEAM part.
Don't get me wrong, i LOVE doing IU stuff, but i really wished I was backed up by my BOD, or closest friends?
today in sch with my besties/directors
I tell them,
"hey, tmr can stay back? We seriously need to finish it"
friend no.1 : "erm, erm.. see how laa. "
friend no.2 : "nah. I got tuition, but i can stay back til 3"
me: "hm.. okay. but if friend no.1, you cannot stay back then.. i'll end up doing it alone. "
friend no.1 : hmm.. ah, not sure yet. Don't think so la.. "
me: (at the back of my mind: "reason pls? ") "if cannot nvm la. but i really hope u can. We're supposed to do it together"
friend no.1 : huh? ya.. okay. i think cannot laa. sorry ah.. hm.
Shit man!
I love both of you the most.. but..
C'mon la...
The other BOD complain and complain, but they do also..
they gimme heaps of stress too.. but u guys are my closest friends. I tell you guys EVERYTHING.
I don't wanna get mad or scold or whatever..
*sigh*
I know you guys are going to read this and be seriously mad at me.. but, I am really sorry.
I just had to get it off my chest.
I know you guys love me and stuff. Mayb I am a suckish president.. and friend..
I feel so damn emo right now...
Iu day is in 2 weeks, now..
I am freaking out... there are so many other things to settle.
Things that the bod might not understand.
People, this is a shout out for help. I need moral support and prayers.
*sob sob*
p.s. listening to halo by beyonce- lovin' it!
yours emo-ness-ly,
the babi of all times, Candice.
Chhoa, out!
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